Year End

 The end of a year. Yes, it’s lessened...but I feel the same sense of dread. Another year without Andrew. The dread of pain of loss. I have hope to be climbing mountains in 2021. Hope to be traveling, to get outside my small world, my mind. 

And a funny story. Why is it funny? Because all I could do was laugh.  A week ago, a pipe burst in my office, destroying the entire suite of four offices including mine. I was able to rescue almost everything. And I can work from home thanks to telehealth. 

So what would have been catastrophic in a normal year, just wasn’t. Yep not just because of telehealth but because my loss. Your perspectives change when real suffering happens. Now I just laugh!

I’d been thinking about my office lately...changing to sharing space,etc. well, what an answer! Yes God has a sense of humor!