Monday, May 31, 2021

Fide

 Fide is the root meaning trust or faith in the word confidence. To fully trust and have faith is one definition of confidence.

Loss is a rough, prolonged shake of confidence. How can I fully trust when the the inconceivable happens? Fully trust the world, fate, even God. All my past ways of thinking, of trusting didn’t well, work. 

My solution is to trust as much as I can knowing 100 percent is the prerogative of a child. Trust myself  and those who love me knowing I am loved and we are all imperfect. 


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