Life is full of uncertainty. My (our) families journey with uncertainty has been bumpy, mountainous and full of ravines. I have not known the way. Looking ahead, I do not know the way. I have faced crossroads many times. I know what it feels like but which way to go continues to be hard.
I know where I am now. I know what I am grateful for, I know who and what I love; I carry these in my backpack. Today, I feel that is all I can ask. Having these gifts with me, sustains me. Hiking is not just what I love. It is a metaphor for my internal landscape.
This coming year, I'll dare mighty things. Physically but also emotionally and mentally. I think the last two are harder. The saying, with age comes wisdom...I know it as with age comes an understanding and compassion for my flaws, my mistakes that keep happening. And an appreciation of the good I have done; intentionally and unintentionally. And a commitment to continue to do good when I can, where I can despite my own limitations and fears. There is enough evidence of evil. I want to be evidence of good.
Happy Holidays!
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